poetry written from the heart
poetry

Hi everyone This is going to be where I will be posting my poems. It will take some time to do I don't have many but I am a very busy man, and I can only work on this site as my time omits. So please be patient and keep checking back often as you never know when I will have a new poem posted Enjoy!!! Just remember all of my work is copywrited so if you want to use my work pls ask me and i might concider letting you use it but if you use it without asking i will take legal action

For starters here are a few...

Loving You

It’s the small things you do that made me fall in love with you.

I love looking in to your beautiful eyes seeing you for you!

I like watching over you when you sleep hearing all the little things you say!

For these are the small things that made me fall in love with you with unconditional ever lasting love I have for you.

It will remain true for as long as my soul will live!

I love you more than words or my poems can ever say!!!

written12/30/04

a very special friend

here is a poem for a very special friend I hope you like it if you are the friend I am talking about you will know who you are I hope you like it
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a very special friend has been there for me during hard times and has always been there for me through out all the troubles I have been through a friend has helped me find happiness when I needed it most the friend has hurt me but now I am healed and forgiving them for thier mistake and I am understanding that it happened for a reason
I once loved this very special friend with all my heart and soul combine and now I have found a new love I thought would never exist but this friend helped me find this true love so for that all I can say is thank you I can not show the gratitude this very special friend deserves but I will always show this friend the love I once felt from them I will try to be there for this special friend so I can pay them back for the happiness they brought me for this friend will always have a special place in my heart for all eternity

friends come and friends go

I recently went to a neighboring town I lived in and i stopped to see a old friend it has been 3 years since I have been there and I realized that no matter how close you are to your friends they all will have a spot in your heart i lost this friend 4 years ago due to a real bad car accident and i realized how much i really miss him when i went to see his grave for the 3rd time in 4 years so here it goes
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Friends they come and they go but there will always be a special place in your heart for them no matter how long they have been gone it is still hard to cope with the loss!! some come for good and are there for you your whole life sometimes they move far away but it all is the same... some decide to leave early in life but what they don't know are all the good times that are missed but no matter how your friend leaves they will always be there!!
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my friend that i am speaking of is Matt Dyer it is sad that we all lost a good friend when he was only 18 he died one month from his 19th b-day this is a dedication to you Matt where ever your soul decided to take you!! may you rest in peace for all eternity

Life

This is a little poem I wrote 2 days ago I have been through a lot. So she can some what relate to this poem. I hope you all understand the importance of my poems. They reflect my feelings and things I have gone through in life. This poem is in loving memory of my daughter I have not seen her in 5 years!!
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Life is so precious but it can be a nightmare at times.

There are so many paths to take it's hard to decide which way to go because I know.

Some decision's you make in life can be rewarding and sometimes devastating. You know that the forks in the road go both way's.

When those forks in the road come up don't think too long for the final decision might be wrong.

For I have come to those fork's in the road and I thought too long and I have been paying for it for the past 5 years.

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I have been thinking about my daughter all this time and I wonder if I did the right thing. I miss my daughter and some day I hope she will come look for me when she is old enough I just hope she knows a fathers love is unconditional and it will never change T. Dawn Marie Klotzner if you come across this I hope you will understand. My doors are always open for you no matter what. I will love you and never stop for all of my slow pain filled days of the rest of my life may you find peace and happiness in your life :-(>

Love can be more forgiving than you know

here is a new one i am writing as it comes to mind it hurts to think why i am writing this one but life is full of pain and sorrow i am not going to state why i am writing this pasific poem but i hope all who read this understand honesty is the best policy

One dreary day i was sitting here wishing all my problems would go away

and when i thoguth i was in the clear i found out i was not so near

well then the news came and it hurt but honesty was the healer of the wound cut in to my soul it was bad news but it was the honesty that helped the wound fuse

its not so bad when its told how it is but when it is hidden it just makes it worse in more ways than one...

i am writing this poem because i just recived some news that was not good and it is how i feel but the person that hurt me came out and was honest with me and all is hopefully well for love has the power to heal even the deepest wounds

Dazed and confused

There are days i wonder why i am alive! what do i do? sometimes i am so dazed and confused i dont know where to go what to say or what to do... sometimes i just want to find a deep hole and hide from the world i never asked for life to deal me the hand that i was delt being dazed and confused

one thing seems to make another harder to accomplish or even say or do for there is no real future for me in this world that is so confusing it just leaves me dazed like a dear blinded by the head lights on a warm summer night

dazed and confused is all my life is about and i want to find refuge from it all

its so bad its hard to find someone that can relate to me being in the same state of mind so dazed and confused like two peas in a pod is there ever an ending to all the confusion that makes me dazed ?

no one really knows so i will live my life blind and be dazed and confused...

friends

this one is done because of recent events on how friends can prove them selves at the wrong time so here it goes
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friends are people who are always there for you when ever you need them true friends will come visit you no matter where you live friends that are pretending to be a friend do not come over no matter where you live if a friend say that there your friend is what you call some one that is never there when you need them but in life friends are sometimes closer than family but that is not always the case some friends come and some of those friends go but a true friend will always be there no matter what...
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i have recently cut ties with a friend for 9 years but he proved to me he was not a true friend at all he would not come over to see me a few blocks away just because the neighborhood i live in that is not a friend at all!!!
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uncertianty changing of the seasons in life: here is how i feel some times more than not this is a poem and its truly how i feel honestly

sometimes i am lost for words sometimes i am a fuck up but who knows what i will become will i be found or will i be forgotten no one really knows sometimes life blows...

someday i will be who i should be or a would be no one is guaranteed anything in life but birth and death sometimes i welcome both but would it be a burden?

either way i am who i am no matter how i feel or what i find is real time is of the essence...

do i have time do you have time? only time will tell no matter how you sell. sell your self short or long it don't matter because time shows no mercy.

for i am always selling my self short for what i can do or say but no matter how it goes its all the same.

people tell me i am wonderful but i am doubtful for i sometimes know what to do or what to say but some day it will be a sad one for all, for i see one day i will be forgotten in anyway.

sometimes i wonder if it will change but i see no way because sometimes i feel ashamed of what i say or do...

sometimes i am lost in my own little reality that is not real even though that's how i feel.

sometimes i feel like a fishing reel winding and unwinding every day is that the way i should feel ?

i will never know because no one really knows whats real to the end life is so confusing and its a lot like composing.

rather its music or poetry or even a book no one really knows how it will end but one thing is for sure it will be a heart breaking time for all to reveal...
for this is how i feel